The Cursed Knight

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well, actually.. this is what i really felt back then. but, once again, we can’t walk through life with regret forever. time keeps running. and if you can’t get back to your own feet immediately, you will left behind without nothing at all.

well, actually.. this is what i really felt back then. but, once again, we can’t walk through life with regret forever. time keeps running. and if you can’t get back to your own feet immediately, you will left behind without nothing at all.

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Posted at 12:57 AM 18 January 2013

When you get too bored at midnight

Full name : Muhammad Ridho
Zodiac sign : Leo
3 fears : Snake, Dark Ocean, Betrayed by people
3 things I love : Mother, Milan, Marketing
My best friends? : Danny, Sruny, Fauzy, Dito, Astari, Olla, Ay, Almas, Abe, Anandita
My best first date? : How do you pick the best when you just got one
How tall am I? : about 175 cm
What time was I born? : 4.30 am
Favorite color? : Red, Black, White
Favorite quote? : If I find 10.000 ways something won’t work, I haven’t failed. I’m not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward. - Thomas A. Edison
Favorite place? : In my carpet
Favorite food? : All except Bayem and Pare.
What am I listening to right now? : Pasti Bisa - Citra Idol
First thing I notice in new person? : Face
Shoe size? : 45
Eye color? : Black - Brown
Hair color? : Black
Favorite style of clothing? : Casual Suits
Favorite movies? : Disney’s Planet Treasure, The Guardian, Valentine’s Day
Favorite songs? : Pieces - SUM41, Pasti Bisa - Citra Idol, The Scientist - Coldplay
Favorite bands? : SUM41, LP, Oasis, Coldplay, and Sheila On 7
How I feel right now? : Miss my home
Someone I love? Sri Martisih - My mother
My current relationship status. : Single and pretend to be happy honestly
My relationship with my parents. : Partner in crime with my mother
Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts? : Long time agoooooo
How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? : A hour
Where am I right now? : The best rent room in Jakarta
Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? : Very loud
Do I live with my Mom and Dad? : No
Am I excited for anything? : Especially about food and travelling :D
Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? : Yes, i do
What is something I disliked about today? : Packing for Mudik
What do I think about most? : My dreams about Milan and Marketing
Do I have any strange phobias? : Yes, allergic to grasshopper :|
Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? : Behind
Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? : Phone
Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? : I do believe ghost, not Aliens
Do I believe in magic? : Yes, dark magic
Do I believe in luck? : No, i do believe effort
What was the last book I’ve read? : Marketeers Magazine August Edition
Do I like the smell of gasoline? : No
Do I have any nicknames? : Mas Ridho
Do I spend money or save it? : Spend money for food! Save for Travelling :D
Can I touch my nose with a tongue? : No
Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? : My Notebook Case
Favorite animal? : Lion
What was I doing last night at 12 AM? : Study or Watching US Series
What is my favorite word? : Make your stand and believe
If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? : I am The Greatest - *Muhammad Ali Quote*
I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? : Healing Power
What is my current desktop picture? : My own picture about 20 Ways to Unleash Your Inner Superhero
Had job? : Not yet but as soon as possible
Left the house without my wallet? : Never
Been overweight? : No
Been underweight? : No
Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? : Sometimes
Watched TV for 5 hours straight? : No
Been outside my home country? : Not yet
Gotten my heart broken? : By my best friend? Yes.
Learned another language? : English and Italian
What do I want for birthday? : Someone who understands me #halah
How many kids do I want and what will be their names? : 2 and names? Let me discuss it with my future wife
What was my favorite toy as a child? : Ksatria Baja Hitam Action Figures
Favorite TV Shows? : Chuck, Suits, White Collar, Sherlock, Revenge, Once Upon A Time, Being Human, Alphas
Where do I want to live when older? : Milan/ London/ Frankfurt
What I’m really bad at. : Acting
What do I like about myself? : My Determination

Posted at 1:41 AM 13 August 2012

Best enough is not enough

Banyak sekali pelajaran yang bisa diambil dari UERO 2012 ini. Salah satunya yang mungkin paling sesuai dengan analogi realitas yang ada.

Ketika lo tanya orang lain, siapa sih yang berpeluang buat jadi juara di turnamen ini? Mungkin mayoritas akan menjawab 2 tim unggulan, Spanyol, Belanda, dan Jerman. Lalu bagaimana dengan yang lain? Mungkin beberapa ada yang menjawab Italia, Inggris, Portugal, dan bahkan Perancis. Yes, everything could happens in this game.

Realitanya, Spanyol dan Italia lah yang melaju ke babak final. Bagaimana dengan Belanda dan Jerman? Dua negara ini merupakan memiliki potensi luar biasa tetapi apa yang membuat mereka tidak menjadi juara?

Belanda, berisikan pemain yang luar biasa, striker kelas dunia dimana Van Persie dan Huntelaar merupakan top scorer di dua liga yang berbeda. Lalu pemain seperti Sneidjer, Robben, dkk yang memiliki pengalaman di final Piala Dunia 2010. Negara ini bahkan harus pulang dengan poin 0 dan mengejutkan banyak mata di dunia.

Lain lagi dengan Jerman. Bermain impresif sampai babak perempat final tetapi malah justru kalah dengan Italia yang lebih sedikit diunggulkan. Selalu mencetak banyak gol, pemain muda yang berbakat, dan penampilan yang menjanjikan ternyata tidak cukup untuk mendapatkan tiket ke Final.

Mungkin Italia bisa dikalahkan Spanyol 4-0 semalam, tapi bagaimana bisa? Padahal Italia telah mengalahkan Jerman yang superior itu. Apakah jika Jerman yang lolos bisa mengalahkan Spanyol? Jawabnya mungkin Iya, tapi…

Not every best get their best, but every best get what they deserved.

Posted at 7:35 PM 02 July 2012

The best suits for the best moment in this latest four years. So class.

Posted at 6:59 PM 02 July 2012

93

To my beloved parents, sister, and Soetopo-Sumaedi family. This title is for you all. It’s may not be the best. At least, i knew what my passion is. I will fight for the next level :)

Posted at 6:55 PM 02 July 2012

Aksi demo seorang penentang sikap cuek

Berawal dari niatku untuk menjadi orang cuek dan mengurangi kadar care di dalam diri, aq mulai mencoba bersikap cuek pada orang lain. Hingga akhirnya, aq pun mulai cuek pada seseorang yg sangat dekat, yg udah aq anggap adekku sendiri. Tetapi, mungkin inilah jawaban dari Allah bahwa Dia tidak mengijinkanku untuk menjadi seseorang yg bukan diriku. Dan aq pun gak nyaman dengan kondisi seperti itu. Hingga pada akhirnya, aq menanyakan apakah si adek ini sadar kalo aq sekarang udah mulai cuek.

Lalu dia menjawab seperti ini,

hmm„ gini..

aku kemaren juga udah sempet sharing masalah begini sama temenku„

apa yang udah ada sekarang didiri kamu„ pertahankan„

ketika kita adalah orang yang care„ jangan sekali2 mencoba jadi orang cuek

ketika mencoba, itu adalah masa paling yaaa merasa “besar” mungkin di awal„ ketika udh berhasil jadi orang cuek„ awalnya emang merasa menang„

endingnya ngga enak

sifat care mu bakalan ilang

seriusan„

ini udah ada orang yg punya pengalaman gitu„ efek jangka panjang dari berusaha buat cuek adalah„ jadi super cuek dan endingnya heartless

ketika kita emang enjoy kaya gitu„ so what? emangnya mereka mengerti dengan yg namanya “kepuasan bathin” kita?
adakalanya kita berlaku cuek„ tapi bukan justru kita memaksa untuk menjadi cuek dan menghilangkan sifat asli kita loh ya kak„
ketika kita merubah sifat asli kita itu lah kita kehilangan jati diri„ efeknya suatu saat nanti, kita jadi merasa “ini bukan gue.. gue itu sebenernya ngga kaya gini loh.. gw pengen balik jadi gue yang dulu..”
hyaaa„
semangat!

sebelum sesuatu buruk itu kejadian„ aku demo dulu boleh lah ya
hahaha

aku menolak kak masmridho jadi orang cuek!
ngga masmridho banget!

hahaha„
ketika kita berbuat baik„ resultnya juga pasti baik„ makanya ngga akan rugi..
tantangannya mungkin emang banyak„ namanya juga di jalan yg lurus
hha

hha kaka percaya ga sih kalo dulu aku juga super care„
dan sekarang aku yg sekarang adalah aku yg udah berubah jadi aku yg cuek
beda banget sama yg dulu
makanya„ aku ngga mw hal yg sama terjadi di diri kakak„ once udh memutuskan mengganti “kepribadian” atau mencoba explor “jiwa yg lain”„ you trapped, then you cannot quit
skrg yg terjadi adalah kamu sibuk mencari2 kembali jiwa yg lama„ dan kamu sadar kalo itu udah hilang entah kemana
#malahcurhatbalik
sekian
intinya„ tetaplah jadi dirimu apa adanya
selama itu masih lurus dan bener„ jalanin, jangan belok2

memutuskan buat cuek? sejak kuliah ini„ banyak yg bilang “ngga baik terlalu baik sama orang„ kamu harus sekali2 mikirin diri kamu sendiri, jangan mikirin orang terus„:
then, jadilah begini.. mulai egois, cenderung masa bodo sama orang„ dan menganggap “oh itu bukan urusan gw, ngapain gw urusin„”
akhirnya jadi yg ngga peduli sama orang, cenderung cuek„
serem deh efeknya udah

udah ngga bisa dikembaliin kak„
aku sendiri udah coba
gagal melulu
ahaha„
mending skrg aku menyadarkan orang yg akan berusaha cuek aka

*aja

Dan itulah hasil chat curhat sharing session dengan seseorang yang hanya saya ketahui identitasnya. I can’t thanks enough to you, really grateful. Masih gak tau bagaimana bisa membalas budi. Sempat terpikirkan untuk ‘membawa pulang’ dirinya yang dulu setelah aq menemukan faktanya bahwa kita mempunyai latar belakang yang mirip.

After all, Terimakasih atas segalanya ya. Terimakasih untuk selalu baik. :)

Posted at 1:25 AM 17 April 2012

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West life - Flying Without Wings

Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover’s eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You‘ve got to fight for every dream
’Cause who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

And it’s like flying without wings
‘Cause you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

And you’re the place my life begins
And you’ll be where it ends
I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

Posted at 1:29 PM 31 March 2012

Always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you’ll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

Posted at 1:02 PM 31 March 2012